Intro G D Am C
G
i've been trying so hard to survive..
D
sometimes i think that i wanna die..
Am
i feel so fucking guilty
C
cause God i'm so lucky to live my life
G
so i keep all the pain to myself..
D
losing faith but nobody can tell..
Am
momma, don't want you worried
cause that would just hurt me
C Cm
so i pretend i'm fine..
Chorus
G
if you only knew..
D
what my mind is telling me i should do..
that i'm drunk
Am
and all alone in my room here tonight
C
i'm too sad to cry it's true.. ouh..
G
if you only knew..
D
all the shit my brain is putting me through..
you'd come running
Am
over straight to my room here tonight
C
i'm sorry but i need you.. ouh..
if you only knew.. (uh)
G
i wish i was somebody else..
D
i'm constantly overwhelmed..
Am
now i'm falling again
-Bm
getting drunk with some friends
C
it's a silent cry for help..
Em D
i wanna get better.. i want you to know..
C Cm
that i can't do this on my own..
Chorus
G
if you only knew..
D
what my mind is telling me i should do..
that i'm drunk
Am
and all alone in my room here tonight
C
i'm too sad to cry it's true.. ouh..
G
if you only knew..
D
all the shit my brain is putting me through..
you'd come running
Am
over straight to my room here tonight
C
i'm sorry but i need you.. ouh..
G
take me out of this hell..
D
oh.. somebody help..
Am
take me out of this hell..
C
oh.. i'm not myself..
Chorus
G
i wanna tell you..
D
what my mind is telling me i should do..
that i'm drunk
Am
and all alone in my room here tonight
-Bm C
i'm too sad to cry but i want to.. ouh..
if you only knew..
