Intro C B Em..
        C B Em..
     C       B          Em
when i was a young girl heart on sleeves
  C            B         Em
a dirty little secret no one perceives
        C    B            Em
in this diary i'd wrote a mellow song
    C    B           Em
the hero drown in feeling so strong
C         B             Em
make damn sure they whisper in quotes
      C        B         Em
"wish you were here" written in notes
C    B              Em
only one to express what we know
          C     B
until the day i die
     Em
your pains would glow
Em          B       G        A   
we're going down deeper than fears
C                           B
letters to you stained with tears..
Em              B       G           A   
that's what you get the world won't see
    C                    B
the best of me hide in melancholy..
Int. Em B G A C  B..
Chorus
 C         G
 i am not okay..
      B                     Em   -D
 i promise in this night we own it..
 C       G
 hands.. down..
        B
 it was all that i've got
                                   Em
 a decade under the influence of a plot
Int. C B Em..
       C B Em..
    C        B           Em
the taste of ink a bittersweet refrain
 C            B       Em
everything is alright drowned in pain
      C      B          Em
miserable at best the anthems we play
    C          B          Em
yet action and action i'd dance away
   C     B          Em
in my despair music was the key
   C       B     Em
to set the tormented soul free
C     B               Em
every chords a mirror to my strife
      C       B          Em
every word is breathed into my life..
Em         B        G              A   
my friends over you but you lend a hand
C                          B
sweetness was sinking like quick sand
Em              B     G    A   
can you feel my heart to embrace?
    C             B
i'd fall for you, lost in this space..
Chorus
 C         G
 i am not okay..
      B                     Em   -D
 i promise in this night we own it..
 C       G
 hands.. down..
        B
 it was all that i've got
                                   C   G
 a decade under the influence of a plot..
      B                     Em   -D
 i promise in this night we own it..
 C       G
 hands.. down..
        B
 it was all that i've got
                                  (Em)
 a decade under the influence of a plot..
Int. Em B G A C  B..
       Em B G   A C  B..
Chorus
 C         G
 i am not okay..
      B                     Em   -D
 i promise in this night we own it..
 C       G
 hands.. down..
        B
 it was all that i've got
                                   C   G
 a decade under the influence of a plot..
 B                       Em -D
 now the world seemed so cold..
        C            G
 in the echoes my story was told
       B
 years have flown memories
                            (Em)
 still swirl of when i was a young girl..
Outro Em B G A C  B..
        Em B G A C  B..
        C    G      B    Em -D
        haaaaa.. huuu uuuuu
        C    G      B..
        haaaaa.. huuu..
        C    G      B    Em -D
        haaaaa.. huuu uuuuu
        C    G      B..
        haaaaa.. huuu..