Am F
fake smiles are holding me together
C
for worse or for better
G
cause i've never had anyone
Am F
to stay long enough to see the weather
C
the pain and the pressure
G
i carry like a loaded gun
Am
i've been through things
F
that you can't see
C
a kind of suffering
G
the eyes don't notice
Am F
rather hide when i'm hurting
C G
than be a burden cause all i know is
Chorus
Am
nobody showed up
F
nobody slowed down
C
they must have been deaf
Dm
i was screaming so loud
Am
nobody had faith
F
i'd еver be found
C
born into a hole
Dm
six feet in thе ground
Am
i had to love me
F
when nobody cared
C
and be the family
Dm
that never was there
Am
had to have hope
F
when i didn't feel spiritual
C Dm
had to be my own, my own miracle
Am F
worked twice as hard
through the diseases
C
to make up for the weakness
G
and vices not visible
Am F
no friends to pick up all the pieces
C
no sympathy or sweetness
G
no wonder i'm cynical
Am F
i've walked a path that would kill most
C
where a heart closed
G
and it left a temper
Am F
i don't know how to love cause
C G
i try to trust but then i remember
Chorus
Am
nobody showed up
F
nobody slowed down
C
they must have been deaf
Dm
i was screaming so loud
Am
nobody had faith
F
i'd еver be found
C
born into a hole
Dm
six feet in thе ground
Am
i had to love me
F
when nobody cared
C
and be the family
Dm
that never was there
Am
had to have hope
F
when i didn't feel spiritual
C Dm
had to be my own, my own miracle
F Dm
are you okay..? you need to chat..?
Am -Bm-C
the questions i.. was never asked..
F
i should feel strong..
Dm
but i just feel sad..
Am
so just let me grieve..
Bm-C -Dm
what i never had..
F G
ah ah ah ah.. ah..
Chorus
Am
nobody showed up
F
nobody slowed down
C
they must have been deaf
Dm
i was screaming so loud
Am
nobody had faith
F
i'd еver be found
C
born into a hole
Dm
six feet in thе ground
Am
i had to love me
F
when nobody cared
C
and be the family
Dm
that never was there
Am
had to have hope
F
when i didn't feel spiritual
C
had to be my own, my own miracle..
