Chord BoyWithUke - Trauma

Capo : Fret 2

Intro C G Em D

C
 growing up i never had a lot of money
  G
i never had a phone
always was a little hungry
        Em
used to find it hard to sleep
when i could hear my mother sobbing
      D
i was 10 back then

                C
i didn't have a room
had to buy used shoes
             G
i hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
             Em
every time i fell
i would blame it on myself
                  D
even if it was an accident

C                     G
maybe it's not what i want
                    Em
oh i've seen better days
                       D
and the moment fucking sucks

    C                         G
but i'll be damned if i don't stop
                 Em
and honestly why not
                    D
when nobody gives a fuck

Chorus
                            C
 but sometimes i just can't help myself
 G                Em
  i wanna give up trying
                           D
 and start doing something else

                      C
 sometimes i just get overwhelmed
 G                  Em
  i know it's in my mind
                         D
 but i think i need some help

                             C
cause sometimes i just can't help myself
i was an outcast
G
 thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Em
 too shy to talk about home
  D
i always thought life was supposed
to be cold

    C               G
and oh i've been so lost without hope
Em
 i got a window in my head, it's a casket
D
you know i been wishing i was dead,
but i mask it

C                     G
maybe it's not what i want
                    Em
oh i've seen better days
                       D
and the moment fucking sucks

    C                         G
but i'll be damned if i don't stop
                 Em
and honestly why not
                    D
when nobody gives a fuck

Chorus
                            C
 but sometimes i just can't help myself
 G                Em
  i wanna give up trying
                           D
 and start doing something else

                      C
 sometimes i just get overwhelmed
 G                  Em
  i know it's in my mind
                         D
 but i think i need some help

             C
because it's all i know
          G
my hands around my throat
            Em
pray that i won't let go
           D
this time around

          C
but every single time
         G
i try to shut my eyes
          Em
i see the reason why
         D
i'm not alone
but sometimes i just can't,

Chorus
                            C
 but sometimes i just can't help myself
 G                Em
  i wanna give up trying
                           D
 and start doing something else

                      C
 sometimes i just get overwhelmed
 G                  Em
  i know it's in my mind
                         D
 but i think i need some help
                        G
 sometimes i just can't help myself